Lost in the maze called life!!

Lost in the maze called life!!

. There are good days and there are bad days, then there are days when you don’t have time to even breathe and then comes those days when you are looking hard for some work- he generally lazy and free days.. But then there are days when you just can’t make out what’s happening. You can not make out whether you are happy or sad, u are satisfied or grumpy. What do u think is wrong with you? You ask your friends and they say you are overreacting.

Is it really your overreaction or there is something more to it. What is gnawing your conscience? What is it that is pinching you? Have you ever sat back and given it a thought?

Do you know that you need to give yourself some of your time? We keep on running behind things; our life is kept busy by aiming high and trying to achieve those aims. But in all this running, what we miss is our sense of peace. We forget to spend some time with our own self. We get so lost that when our soul starts missing our own self we cannot find a way to be back and this is when we cannot find a way back to our own self as we have lost our own self in maze of work and friends and other people who don’t even matter to our own existence.

Sometimes you feel like going to a lonely place and weep your heart out, sometimes you want that special someone to just hold you tight, sometimes all u want is a nice mug of hot coffee and sit on your porch/terrace watching moon and stars. There are times when you should just do what you feel like not thinking what others might think or want you to do. And when we miss out on such opportunities we go even further away from our self.

Loosing oneself in an unknown city is ok, loosing oneself in a jungle is scary but loosing one own self is such a way that you have no way back is something which really dreads me. What if I am not able to find my own self? That’s not just a question but a scary thought which has no answer